potong rambut.. (akhirnya..)

Setelah beberapa lama ngga main2 ke red salon, akhirnya gue memantapkan hati ke pergi ke tempat
itu. Mumpung hari sabtu, sekalian ngabuburit, sekalian silaturahmi. Sebenernya gue pengen ke sana dari pagi biar sempet creambath. tapi.. karena siluman kebo lagi kumat di dalem diri gue hari itu gue jadi baru bangun jam setengah satu siang. oh apa mungkin itu efek jetlag depok-bekasi? :P

Ya udah gue jalan kan tuh, kucluk kucluk ::sfx yang ga penting:: kenapa jalan? soalnya jalan depan komplek gue lagi dicor.(FYI ajah, jauhilah bekasi dalam waktu dekat ini. Soalnya banyak jalan yang lagi dibenerin). Ya udah deh, nyampe salon. Kebetulan gue dapet kapster cowok (lebih tepatnya bapak-bapak). Eh, entah kenapa di salon ini kapsternya banyakan cowok, i mean cowok in real ya, bukan cowok yang tangannya lentik. Malah ada kapster yang mirip Rizky Hanggono dan dia genit sama cewek. Klo yang nanganin gue ini dari mukanya malah lebih cocok jadi bodyguard. Gue sempet mikir jangan2 ini satpam salon lagi nyambi. Yah gue cuman bisa berdoa semoga ngga ancur. Nasip gue sekarang dan beberapa bulan ke depan ada di guntingnya (hayah). Tapi orangnya baek ko (gue lupa nanya namanya) :D

Terus dipotong deh rambut gue. Lancar-lancar aja kok prosesnya. Karena gue bukan termasuk customer bawel kali ya. Cuman yang bikin unforgettable adalah sesaat sebelum di blow.

Kapster : Mba, mau diblow?
Gue : Oh iyaaa lah..
Kapster nuangin tonic di rambut gue.
G : (wahh enak.. dingin.. )
Kapster mijet-mijet kepala gue.
K : Mba, kok kepalanya lembek?
G : ...


Ngeeekk.. Baru kali ini ada orang yang ngomongin hal itu ke gue. gue bingung deh maksud dia itu mo menghina gue apa mau memuji kepala gue?Gue cuman bisa mesem2 ajah. Dan si bapak2 itu ketawa yang entah mengejek atau simpati? Pokoknya gue diem beberapa menit sibuk mikirin maksud dari kata2 itu. Kalo maksudnya dia ngatain gue. Harus gue katain balik! Enak ajah! Harga diriiiiii... Tapi nginget postur kapster satpam itu gue ngga berani deh, hehe. yaudah deh abis itu bayar ke kasir, trus pulaaaang.. Eh tapi rambut baru oke kan?

back to reality

Well, maybe this song is soooo last year. But rite now, I don't know why it's like running on my head. And now I feel something strong crumbling my heart. Maybe I'm not the one I used to be. I can't hurt him with this. Will I ever grab back my heart and take him off? I would never have a gut to do that. Oh my God, how could I've been so mean??? :((

If love was a bird
Then we wouldn't have wings
If love was a sky
We'd be blue
If love was a choir
You and I could never sing
Cause love isn't for me and you

If love was an Oscar
You and I could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Bible
Then we are lost in sin
Because its not in our hearts

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

If love was a fire
Then we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light
Then we're lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold

If love was a sport
We're not on the same team
You and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean
Then we are just a stream
Cause love isn't for me and you

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

Girl I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Girl you know I love you, I can't deny
I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I
I know it hurts so much but it's best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so, why don't you go

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated